Archive for September, 2005

20
Sep
05

mixed feelings…

For the past 5 days, I have had some of my most wonderful moments of my life. Thank you Papa. From the bottom of my heart. 🙂

Congratulations to my dearest Papa and all my friends who graduated last Sunday! Yippie! I’m so happy and proud for you guys! Gosh, I still have a long long time more to go until I have my own convocation! InsyaAllah. It was the first time for me, attending a convocation ceremony, I was overwhelmed with emotions for a whole lot reasons.

Firstly, it could have been me up there on the stage, receiving my diploma if I didn’t ‘skip’ my last year of diploma to do my degree. But don’t get me wrong, I am very grateful though, for being where I am now. It’s just that, I don't know, just a feeling I guess.

Secondly, thinking of my own convocation in 2009 insyaAllah, I can’t help but think about my parents. Mummy, we just found out that her cancerous growth has reappeared and is growing day by day. Mummy has had two surgeries before this. And next month she has to start chemotherapy, chemo-emmobilization. Daddy has been sick on and off, the latest was he had high fever, he was talking to himself at night, he had difficulty breathing etc. Well, as a diabetic and heart patient, his immune system isn’t that strong. They both are not as strong as they used to be. And just looking at them makes me wanna cry. That’s why, at the convocation thingy, I can’t help but think that my parents might not live that long to see me receive my degree and I don’t want that to happen.(mintak dijauhkan, Aamin) I want them to be there. They’re the only reason I’m studying pharmacy in the first place. But when your parents are ill, you can’t help but think of the worst. *tears*

Thirdly, just looking at Papa up there all dressed up in his robe, I started to reminisce bout our diploma days, when we would study together almost anywhere, talk for one hour, laugh for one hour, fight for another one hour and study for half an hour! Hehe. Those were the days, wouldn’t be where I am now without those ‘study’ times. And I really really really miss those times. Sob.

Lastly, I was truly happy to see my Papa and friends receive their diploma. Finally, huh?

Yup. I was overwhelmed with all sorts of emotions. And yup. I cried. For a while only laa…huhu. Managed to keep my cool for the rest of the day. I’m strong…aren’t I? 😉

Adam Daniel Iman would be my most favourite person now. Love that lil' fella to bits! (in case anyone’s lost, he’s Papa’s sis’ 3 month old baby boy. ;D ) Wish he didn’t have to grow up! Hehe.

Gan, Trev and the gang, really hope I can make it this Friday! Why la so far…susah I nak pergi! Miss you guys damn much! Oh yes, happy birthday Gan, u old thing. ;D

xoxo

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11
Sep
05

pleasure ends…

All good things must come to an end. Sigh. Gonna have to go back to Shah Alam tomorrow morning after one whole week of pleasure = makan+tido+internet+tido+internet+tido+internet (so heavenly! hehe)…

Unfortunately I have a test tomorrow and I managed to do some last minute studying which I don't think would do much help. Initially I thought the test was on Tuesday so I figured I had enough time. An extra 24 hours would have made a big difference (sounds like one of my debate topics dulu laa..haha.). I think. 😛

Anyway, really missing Papa although it has only been a week since we last met. He promised to take me for a hair trim this Wednesday though and we've planned to spend the next weekend together from Thursday onwards. He has his convocation rehearsals on that day and his convocation the following Sunday! He will be on leave from Wednesday till Monday so we'll be spending time together at his sister's  place hopefully. 😀 Wanna meet baby Adam. Miss him soooo much!

Wish me luck people!
and yes, I'm emotionally stable now, thank you. 😉

xoxo

09
Sep
05

^happy face

Ah-ah,
Ah ah-ah,
Ah ah-ah-ah,
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
I woke up this morning,
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I’m living, I’m able,
]I’m breathing, I’m grateful
To put on my happy face
Woke up and realised
This world’s not
So bad after all
Looked at it through
A child’s eyes, and
I saw these beautiful
Things that you
Never think about
Like the ocean, moonlight,
Stars and clouds
It’s amazing how
We don’t appreciate
Our blessings
There’s plenty of people
Who don’t like me
But since there are more
Who love me and
I love myself
Sometimes, it gets tough,
It gets tough
But I can’t give up,
Can’t give up
Just take a deep breath,
Close my eyes
Feel the love and
Give a smile
I woke up this morning,
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I’m living, I’m able,
I’m breathing, I’m grateful
To put on my happy face
I woke up this morning,
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I’m living, I’m able,
I’m breathing, I’m grateful
To put on my happy face
It’s me,
I just wanna be happy
Uh, just be happy, uh,
Just be happy
Today is the day
I am willing to say
I will put all the
Past behind me,
No more enemies
Ready ’cause
(Ready ’cause)
I’m living in this world
(Lving in this world)
I wanna make a change
(Wnna make a change)
Gonna make a change
(Gnna make a change)
Put on my happy face
I woke up this morning,
Te sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I’m living, I’m able,
I’m breathing, I’m grateful
To put on my happy face
I woke up this morning,
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I’m living, I’m able,
I’m breathing, I’m grateful
To put on my happy face
Everything’s gonna be all right,
Everything’s gonna be okay
Everything’s gonna be all right,
Everything’s gonna be okay
Gonna be all right,
Everything’s gonna be all right
Everything’s gonna be all right,
Everything’s gonna be okay
Gonna be all right,
Everything’s gonna be all right
Everything’s gonna be all right,
Everything’s gonna be okay
Gonna be all right,
Everything’s gonna be all right
Everything’s gonna be all right,
Everything’s gonna be okay
I woke up this morning,
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I’m living, I’m able,
I’m breathing, I’m grateful
To put on my happy face
I woke up this morning,
The sunshine was shining
I put on my happy face
I’m living, I’m able,
I’m breathing, I’m grateful
To put on my happy face
I woke up this morning
With a happy face
I’m flying, I’m flying,
I’m flying, I’m flying
I’m flying, I’m flying,
I’m flying, I’m flying
I’m flying, I’m flying,
I’m flying, I’m flying
Flying, flying

(destiny’s child)

xoxo

05
Sep
05

my new baby…

Finally, I've got my very own baby a.k.a notebook! Alhamdulillah…yippie! Thank you Mummy.

I'm still not 'emotionally stable'. I think I'm going crazy. 😦

xoxo

04
Sep
05

reminiscing…*sigh*

gan (9/4/2005 7:55:00 PM): hey babe
gan (9/4/2005 7:55:05 PM): sorry, just got back from swimming
hunnylis (9/4/2005 7:55:08 PM): busy?
gan (9/4/2005 7:55:17 PM): i'm all wet
gan (9/4/2005 7:55:48 PM): doesn't turn u on, does it
hunnylis (9/4/2005 7:56:02 PM): haha…very funny gan..
hunnylis (9/4/2005 7:56:31 PM): hey…wen ure free lemme know
gan (9/4/2005 7:56:48 PM): why?
gan (9/4/2005 7:56:53 PM): it's nearing the end of my sem
hunnylis (9/4/2005 7:57:02 PM): saje je..i mean like free 2 chat…
hunnylis (9/4/2005 7:57:08 PM): want ur opinion on sumthin..
gan (9/4/2005 7:57:46 PM): well
gan (9/4/2005 7:57:46 PM): shoot
gan (9/4/2005 7:57:47 PM): i reckon i got 15 mins to spare
hunnylis (9/4/2005 7:58:31 PM): urmm…
gan (9/4/2005 7:58:46 PM): is it abt your r'ship?
hunnylis (9/4/2005 7:59:51 PM): i need ur real honest opinion…
hunnylis (9/4/2005 7:59:59 PM): itz nuthin actually…
gan (9/4/2005 8:00:05 PM): well
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:00:05 PM): but b honest k..
gan (9/4/2005 8:00:10 PM): have i ever been anything less than honest?
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:00:21 PM): checkout dis gurl..
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:00:23 PM): http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=******
gan (9/4/2005 8:00:45 PM): ookay
gan (9/4/2005 8:00:50 PM): somehow i can sense what's coming
gan (9/4/2005 8:01:04 PM): go ahead
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:01:20 PM): urmm…wut do u tink bout her…
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:01:41 PM): n…
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:01:51 PM): can't believe im askin u this…
gan (9/4/2005 8:02:01 PM):
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:02:02 PM): 'lookwise'….
gan (9/4/2005 8:02:04 PM): shish
gan (9/4/2005 8:02:09 PM): of cos u want to know lookwise
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:02:14 PM): yeah..
gan (9/4/2005 8:02:15 PM): i can't comment about anything else, can i
gan (9/4/2005 8:02:25 PM): okie, well
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:02:28 PM): btwn me..n her..
gan (9/4/2005 8:02:36 PM): lemme just tell u sumthing , alrite?
gan (9/4/2005 8:03:07 PM): u probably want to know why you bf cheated on u with this girl?
gan (9/4/2005 8:03:26 PM): rite?
gan (9/4/2005 8:03:39 PM): okie, i'll give u my opinion from a guy's perspective, ok?
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:04:04 PM): ok..
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:04:06 PM): honest.
gan (9/4/2005 8:04:35 PM): okie
gan (9/4/2005 8:04:36 PM): a young man has lotsa testeterone
gan (9/4/2005 8:04:36 PM): or however u spell that shit, i'm an engineering guy
gan (9/4/2005 8:04:56 PM): n basically he likes girls throwing themselves at them
gan (9/4/2005 8:05:27 PM): 2ndly, lookwise
gan (9/4/2005 8:05:30 PM): i came to conclude,
gan (9/4/2005 8:05:37 PM): individual guys has different taste
gan (9/4/2005 8:05:42 PM): n we rarely stray from that taste
gan (9/4/2005 8:05:45 PM): u trust me on that
gan (9/4/2005 8:05:52 PM): if i say honestly i like yuya's type
gan (9/4/2005 8:05:58 PM): u know
gan (9/4/2005 8:06:10 PM): if anything ever happens to us, i'll probably be looking for someone similar to her
gan (9/4/2005 8:06:15 PM): i've had talks abt this with my hsemate
gan (9/4/2005 8:06:20 PM): n he has his type too
gan (9/4/2005 8:06:40 PM): when other type of girls comes along, he'll just say, Nah, i'm not into those type
gan (9/4/2005 8:06:48 PM): so the question is, what type is boy's?
gan (9/4/2005 8:06:56 PM): bcos the 2 of u look totally diff
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:04 PM): but then again, i'd say his type is u
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:11 PM): cos this girl threw herself to him
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:26 PM): n he probably did it because he's young, n foolish n full of testesterone
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:31 PM): however us spell that word again
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:33 PM): ok?
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:36 PM): that was long
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:42 PM): but anyways, she's not that pretty
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:54 PM): probably looks like one of those girls mat rempit carry at the back of their bike
gan (9/4/2005 8:07:59 PM): ur special, u know that
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:03 PM): and i know guys who'd die for u
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:10 PM): so if u can't take any more crap from that boy
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:17 PM): just dump him
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:19 PM): heck, even your looks is totally diff
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:25 PM): personality, etc2
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:26 PM): you're special
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:35 PM): phew..i hope u didn't dc while i typed all that
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:39 PM): ok, i'm done
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:08:51 PM): im stil ere..
gan (9/4/2005 8:08:58 PM): u get what i'm trying to say?
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:09:03 PM): yes yes..
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:09:05 PM): tanx a lot..
gan (9/4/2005 8:09:23 PM): does that boost your confidence?
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:09:39 PM): i dunno..i juz came across her profile 2day…
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:09:49 PM): n im feelin really low..
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:09:54 PM): i dunno y…
gan (9/4/2005 8:09:57 PM): uh huh?
gan (9/4/2005 8:09:59 PM): well
gan (9/4/2005 8:10:07 PM): it's no point feeling low because of her
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:10:09 PM): but u made me feel a lil betta…
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:10:11 PM): tanx..
gan (9/4/2005 8:10:13 PM): just feel good, because u won your man with dignity
gan (9/4/2005 8:10:29 PM): n what she did made her appropriately labelled a low life slut
gan (9/4/2005 8:10:52 PM): the fact that u guys got together wasn't because u threw your body to him, but because u guys mutually love each other
gan (9/4/2005 8:11:16 PM): compared to that bitch who offered something a hooker cud give, in which a hooker is better since she gets something out of it (money)
gan (9/4/2005 8:11:16 PM): ok?
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:11:39 PM): i wish i could save ur msg..
gan (9/4/2005 8:11:58 PM): copy n paste it la
gan (9/4/2005 8:12:42 PM): so, there
gan (9/4/2005 8:12:43 PM): ok?
gan (9/4/2005 8:12:47 PM): seriously, she looks normal
gan (9/4/2005 8:12:59 PM): these days anyone cud throw off their tudung, n look considerably lookable
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:13:49 PM): hey…
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:13:52 PM): tanx ya..
gan (9/4/2005 8:15:28 PM): i gotta go, dinner time
gan (9/4/2005 8:15:32 PM): glad i help a lil
gan (9/4/2005 8:15:35 PM): dun feel too down
gan (9/4/2005 8:15:38 PM): try blogging
gan (9/4/2005 8:15:45 PM): http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2005/09/world_toilet_co.php
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:15:45 PM): tanx..
gan (9/4/2005 8:15:48 PM): read this to cheer u up
gan (9/4/2005 8:15:59 PM): alrites, gotta run
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:16:17 PM): take care ya,
gan (9/4/2005 8:16:23 PM): u take care too
gan (9/4/2005 8:16:26 PM): bye2
hunnylis (9/4/2005 8:16:30 PM): bubbye..

Nevertheless, I’m still feeling down. Gee, I wonder why. Sigh.

Btw Gan, it’s testosterone. 😉
and loads of thanks!

xoxo

02
Sep
05

air dicincang takkan putus…

Mid semester hols has started. Not gonna be much of a holiday for me as I have two more tests after this break. Ceh.

Today, after a long time, I had a talk with a special someone. It had been about 7 months since we really talked. We used to be really close, would stay up and chat with each other for hours. But just because of something that happened. We grew far apart. Being able to talk to that person again almost made me cry. Just like the old times. Hope we’ll stay like this until we grow old. Aamin..
Love you so much…

xoxo




Peek – A – Boo !

NONSENSICAL THOUGHTS OF MINE.

This is mine. Not yours.
So keep your censuring to yourself, thank you.

DON'T JUDGE ME.
YOU'RE NOT GOD.

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