Archive for February, 2007

25
Feb
07

divert your attention.

The internet connection here has been really shitty for the past two days. I even have problems logging in to Gmail. Blergh.

Not being able to spend hours in front of my lappie has helped me focus on this bloody Toxicology subject (ROFL. This is where “don’t believe everything you read” applies.), which will be the test I have sit for tomorrow morning. I’m pretty sure I won’t be able to tackle the questions as there’s just too much to memorize and too little time. I know I know, the blame’s all on me for procrastinating.

Sigh. I am so easily distracted. One minute I’m reading a page of my notes and the other minute I’ll be chatting and laughing with the sister ! So the truth is, I haven’t really been focusing and I still have two more bloody topics to cover. Blergh.

I have come to a conclusion that the internet is not the only thing that can sway my concentration. Even without it, I would find some other things to serve as diversions to my attention. So there you have it, I have just diagnosed myself with ADHD. 😛
Another conclusion is this Toxicology subject is a real real bore. (My eyes hurt from squinting to read the lecturer’s notes okay.)

Both the Cancer and Central Nervous System Pharmacotherapeutics tests I had to sit for last week wasn’t that bad. I wouldn’t say I did extremely well but I think I did good enough to score me at least a C. 😛

Will be leaving for Shah Alam tonight. I dread that thought. I’m happy here. I don’t want to be anywhere else. I want to stay here, sit, talk and laugh with Daddy. And Lene. And Marc too, of course, of he was here. Ergh.

Sorry, I haven’t really been myself lately.
And I know this post is all over the place.

I have a headache now. I need chocolates.

xoxo

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25
Feb
07

“you’re never happy”

Some people just don’t know how to change.

xoxo

25
Feb
07

dearest adam.

I thank you for calling me all the way from where you are.
Just a few seconds after receiving my S.O.S message.
You amaze me.
🙂

xoxo

24
Feb
07

lost.

Yesterday I spent a few hours in the evening after class locked up in my room, singing and sobbing to my heart’s content.

It felt good.
Well, at least for awhile.

xoxo

24
Feb
07

water runs dry.

Can somebody tell me how to get things back the way they used to be ?

xoxo

20
Feb
07

you don’t know me.

Just because I laugh hard and make silly jokes all the time, doesn’t mean that I’m over it.
Just because I don’t wanna talk about it and frequently change the subject whenever you try to ask me about it, doesn’t mean that I don’t have trouble going to bed without tears every night.
Just because I don’t sit in solitude and and act in a self destructive manner, doesn’t mean that I have forgotten.

I am still crippled.
I am hampered.

Don’t get me wrong, I don’t need your sympathy or even your empathy.
I also don’t need your comments on how I should or should have acted in dealing with it.

It’s funny how some people think they know you.
When in actual fact all they know and have been doing is drawing conclusions from what they witness exteriorly.

YOU don’t know me.

xoxo

20
Feb
07

gap.

Archives were read.

Used to write with ‘passion’.
Used to care less about others passing remarks.

It’s definitely not like that now.

Maybe I need to go on a hiatus. Maybe.

Or maybe I’m still just not my old self anymore.

xoxo




Peek – A – Boo !

NONSENSICAL THOUGHTS OF MINE.

This is mine. Not yours.
So keep your censuring to yourself, thank you.

DON'T JUDGE ME.
YOU'RE NOT GOD.

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