Archive for April, 2007

30
Apr
07

under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh.

After sitting for my Toxicology paper last Friday, I have learnt that I should never, I repeat, NEVER believe in the so-called revision focus tips lecturers give. They’re bullshit, really.
Four more papers to go. Next one this Friday. Pharmaceutical Quality Assurance.
Haven’t revised anything. I’m actually more worried about next week’s papers, especially Central Nervous System Pharmacotherapeutics and Cancer Pharmacotherapeutics. The marks I have accumulated for both the subjects’ tests and assignments along this semester were pretty okay, so I cannot afford to not do well okay for the finals. Hmm, yet, I still am taking my own sweet time to study.
There’s a big difference between being relaxed and just being plain lazy.

Turning 23 has somehow opened my eyes to how terrible (can’t think of a nicer word and I’d be lying if I used the word ‘bad’) I have become as a person. I still remember, a few years ago, Mummy told me that I have changed. And I don’t think she meant for the better. I denied what she said, almost immediately.

Even when the boyfriend told me, a year and a half ago, that I’m not the same person I was we first got together, I was quick to deny what he said and defend myself.

It’s only know that I realized what Mummy meant.
And it’s really too late to apologize, isn’t it?

I hope it’s not too late to do something about it.
For the sake of myself and the people I still have around.
😦
The question is, am I really able to?

Hmm, I miss Adam Daniel Iman already. I miss waking up to his adorable and smiling face saying, “Icaaa!” which is Melissa in baby language if you all didn’t know. 😛

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For some odd reason, Rihanna’s Umbrella is playing on and on in my head. 😕

I want a day out with the siblings.

xoxo

30
Apr
07

of push up bras and stupid rumours.

Boyfriend: Bucuk nak tahu, Papa baru tahu budak-budak class Papa buat cerita yang papa tergila-gila kan si Ardila tu.
Girlfriend: (Annoyed) Hah?? Kenapa pulak?? Mesti Papa suka pandang-pandang dia kan!
Boyfriend: Eiii, tak la. Papa tak pandang dia langsung ! Dalam class pun Papa duduk ngan si Raihan tu kan. Tak tau kenapa. Cerita tu dah lama tapi Papa baru je tahu. Papa cerita Kat Raihan tu pun dia pun pelik, gelakkan Papa.
Girlfriend: Patut la dia dah tak senyum kat Baby dah, lepas dia nampak Papa ngan Baby. Ingat tak Baby cerita?
Boyfriend: Entah-entah dia yang tergila-gila kan Papa.
Girlfriend: Maybe la. Huh, rosak je image Baby.
Boyfriend: Kenapa Baby punya image pulak rosak??
Girlfriend: Ye la, obviously dia orang tahu Papa dengan Baby, but still boleh tergila-gila kan orang lain. Macam Baby ni teruk sangat and mean nothing je. (makes sad face)
Boyfriend: (Gave the girlfriend a weird look) Mana ada la !
Girlfriend: Hmm, tak ada ke orang buat cerita Papa tergila-gila kan Baby??
Boyfriend: Alah, semua orang dah tau Papa memang tergila-gila kan Baby.

The last sentence gave me a sort of tingling feeling in my heart. Haha.
But I don’t get why such a story was made up in the first place. Ergh.
Call me immature but I just don’t like it.

xoxo

30
Apr
07

lost and empty. still.

And I know that it’s a wonderful world
But I can’t feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well
But I just want to cry now
Well I know that it’s a wonderful world
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you’re here, here with me

-James Morrison.

They say time heals everything,
But I’m still waiting

-Dixie Chicks.

xoxo

29
Apr
07

do i mean anything to you?

There are times that I really wonder if the people around me are for real.
😐

xoxo

29
Apr
07

i’m so sleepy i think i can sleep for days.

As some of you might already know, I officially turned 23 last Friday. The boyfriend’s family invited me over to their place. The boyfriend surprised me with Secret Recipe’s Chocolate Indulgence. Nyum! 🙂

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That’s Papa’s lil’ sis, Mira at the back. And that cute lil fella is baby Adam ! 😀

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Thank you Papa. 🙂

I am a year older.
…..

I actually had a lot to write on, but I just lost the mood.
Bye.

xoxo

25
Apr
07

four iced lemon teas.

A McChicken + 12 pieces of Chicken McNuggets + One and half packs of Medium French Fries (maybe more) + One Iced Lemon Tea = SATIATION (beyond imagination).

Crazy.

xoxo

25
Apr
07

april baby tagged !

Tagged by Gan (wheee!). Haha.
I should be studying now, you know. 😛

April 1, 1997

1) How old were you? 12 years and 11 months.

2) Where did you go to school? Hillcrest.

3) Where did you work? Was doing housework, mostly. Haha.

4) Where did you live? Gombak.

5) Where did you hang out? In my room most of the time.

6) Did you wear glasses? Nope, but I think I wished I did at that time. I kinda thought I would look cool. 😛

7) Who was your best friend? Myself.

8 ) How many tattoos did you have? None.

9) How many piercings did you have? Two.

10) What car did you drive? Haha.

11) Had you been to a real party? Yeah ! My 12th birthday party at Mcdonald’s ! 😀

12) Had your heart broken? Nope. But I think I broke some hearts.

April 1, 2002

1) How old were you? 17 years and 11 months.

2) Where did you go to school? Hmm, just got outta school !

3) Where did you work? I don’t think I was working at that time. I ran away from the part time job I was doing. 😀

4) Where did you live?
Gombak.

5) Where did you hang out? It depends on the people I hang out with.

7) Who was your best friend? Akey, Salehah, Yusrina and Diana.

8 ) Who was your regular-person crush? Can’t remember.

9) How many tattoos did you have? None.

10) How many piercing did you have? Seven.

11) What car did you drive? Haha.

12) Had you had your heart broken? Yeah !

April 1, 2007

1) How old are you? 22 years and 11 months.

2) Where do you work?
Not working. Yet.

3) Where do you live? Still in Gombak ! Yeay !

4) Do you wear glasses? Nope. But I have a feeling I’m gonna have to, soon.

5) Where do you hang out? Again, it depends.

6) Who is your best friend? Akey, Nazri, Diana, Yus, Adam, The Gombak Gang and a few others. Sorry I couldn’t name just one. 😛

8 ) Do you talk to your old friends? Yup.

9) How many piercing do you have? Two.

10) How many tattoos? None.

11) What kind of car do you drive? Haha.

12) Has your heart been broken? YES.

taggingggggggg….

1. Lene

2. Feli

3. Dayana

4. Cheryl

5. Bryan

6. Baby

Just for fun. You guys don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. Hehe.

xoxo




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