Archive for August, 2007

31
Aug
07

history.

It takes a lot of guts for someone to confess about what they have done earlier in their lives.
Especially if it isn’t something to be proud of.
Especially when something is at risk.

But what is life without risks?
And what is love without honesty?

I am positive that most of us have skeletons in our closets.
I have always been a firm believer that people can change. If they really want to and set their hearts to it.
I also believe that the past doesn’t dictate who you are now.

The past can hurt.
But you can either run from it.
Or learn from it.

I’m going to bed smiling tonight.
Goodnight everyone. 🙂

xoxo

31
Aug
07

alien.

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This is how I would look with almost-straight hair. 😕

Lene: You know who you look like right?
Melissa: Who?
Lene: Christina Ricci.
Melissa: Hmm. 😐

And no, I did not straighten or re-bond my hair, it was just blow dried.
I think having straight hair makes my face look fuller. I don’t like. 😐
Lene has a new haircut. I like! 🙂

xoxo

31
Aug
07

love bite.

Daddy, Marc and I started our day by visiting Mummy.
Lene had tuition.
I’m making it a point to visit her more often after this.
It doesn’t matter if I have to go there alone.

That was this morning.
As soon as we came back, I went straight back to bed and slept like a log.
It’s almost 3pm right now, and I just got out of bed.

Daddy’s watching Total Recall. Marc’s asleep. And Lene’s out a friend’s place.
I’m bored.

Something is wrong with our router. One of the cable connections doesn’t seem to be functioning. So Marc and I have to take turns going online. Which pretty sucks.
How much is a new modem+wireless router? I know saw the price not too long ago at Lowyat Plaza but I forgot.

Marc lost a bit of weight. Poor him.
He wants me to cook some sambal kentang for him to bring back to Segamat.
Hmmm.

My tummy hurts.
My tummy always hurts.
It’s always uncomfortable.

I know what I’m gonna say next would sound pretty comical, coming from me.
You know, I have this dream of being someone who is able go around the world educating people, especially the younger generation on what will happen if they skip meals or vomit food or exercise excessively etc. I don’t want anyone to end up like me. It doesn’t feel good to have to worry about what you put in your mouth 24 hours a day. It doesn’t feel good to have extreme guilt after you chowed down a burger. It doesn’t feel good to have severe gastric attacks every now and then. And it definitely doesn’t feel good for your tummy to hurt and feel uncomfortable the whole time.
I want people to know that it is okay to not be skinny. As long as you’re healthy.
I want people to love their body. No matter if they’re a size 2, or 16.
I want people to love themselves.

Unfortunately I need to get myself to do all those things, before I can reach out to others.
If not I’d be like a blind leading the blind. 😕
But sadly, the world now is sickening. Portraying negative implications of not being stick thin and beautiful.
Sigh.

Did anyone get to watch the fireworks last night ? And by any chance recorded it ? I wanna watch !

I have always known what to say.
I have found someone that can shut me up and make me go speechless.
It does make me feel a bit brainless at times.
But no, it’s not a bad thing. 🙂

My lab coat needs a good scrubbing and bleaching. I’m off to do just that.

xoxo

31
Aug
07

evita.

Deep in my heart I’m concealing things that I’m longing to say. Scared to confess what I’m feeling – frightened you’ll slip away.
from the movie Evita.

xoxo

31
Aug
07

appetite.

I am emotionally exhausted.
And physically amplified. Haha.

The only downside to being happy is the part that it boosts my appetite.
I’m starting to have cravings for this and that.
It’s like hidden fattening trick I tell you. 😐

I miss Adam. 😦

My whole class was brought to visit the Malaysia Nuclear Agency today.
Personally I think the trip was a waste of time as most of us were yawning throughout the whole thing.
Luckily it lasted only half a day.

So, I didn’t get to watch any fireworks this year. Sad. Real sad.

Happy 50th Merdeka, Malaysia. 🙂

xoxo

31
Aug
07

dumbfounded.

I feel stupid/like an idiot.

xoxo

29
Aug
07

who’s stupid ?

Some people need more lessons on this thing called manners.

xoxo




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